What song are you currently addicted to?
Engel-Rammstein
What books are you currently reading?
The manga "Grand Guignol Orchestra" by Kaori Yuki.
What was the last movie you saw?
Coraline
ZOMBIES OR ROBOTS:
Neither. Marionettes, puppets, and vampires for me.
Cats or dogs?
Both.
What's your current fandom/obsession/addiction?
Revolutionary Girl Utena, Kuroshitsuji, Neon Genesis Evangelion, Panty and Stocking, Hakushaku To Yousei
What's your favorite character/band member/actor etc?
Character: Souji Mikage
Band member: The t.a.T.u girls.
Actor (Actress): Kristin Dunst.
What side of the bed do you sleep on?
Both, depending on what mood I am in.
What was the last thing you bought?
Gas for my car.
Can you play any instruments?
I used to be able to play the piano and the violin.
Which fictional character do you think you’re most like?
Dunno *shrugs*
What do you do to change your mood?
Watch anime, listen to music, read
What was the last meal you ate?
Lipton soup, cause I am sick at the moment.
Do you want to learn another language?
Yes! I want to learn French, Russian, Japanese, and Hungarian.
Chocolate or vanilla ice-cream?
Both.
What are you planning to do after you finish this meme?
Watch more anime.
What's something you'd like to say to someone right now?
Without you, I would probably be better off dead.
What are you looking forward to?
Anime Boston 2011.
Do you get cravings? If so, what do you crave?
Yes. Mostly for sugar and spicy foods.
For the most part, the days have been holding empty meanings for me lately. There is this hollow girl I see in the mirror that is neither happy nor depressed, alive or dead, glowing or fading. I am stuck. I have become so distant from the Jackie I used to know, that every morning that I wake up, I feel like a stranger in a familiar bed. I am getting exceedingly uncomfortable with the fact that almost everyone I know is ranting and raving about their own relationships when I am sitting there alone and heartbroken in more ways than one. The purpose, the core, the reason I want to continue pushing forward for now is not for a soulmate. I can do well enough on anything all by myself, but fucking christ it is damn hard when you feel like you are an ugly woman who does so much to be a healthy, mentally stable person and nobody gives you a sideways glance. I want to stay single, but at the same time I wish my prince charming were here to hold me and allow me to cry and will actually listen to my sorrows and drink my tears with me. If only....
Monday, March 28, 2011
Meme/ Relationship Rants
Friday, March 25, 2011
Off To Keene I Go!
Soooo, this weekend I am off to Keene to visit Kimberly, Kuo, and Minako for awesome, derp-tastic adventures and cosplay parties. Should be fun!!!!
Sunday, March 20, 2011
Cosplays for 2011
My newly debuting cosplays for 2011 are as follows:
-Alois Trancy (Kuroshitsuji)
-Demon!Hannah (Kuroshitsuji)
-Girlycard (Hellsing Ultimate)
-Mari Illustrious Makinami (Neon Genesis Evangelion)
-Mikage Souji (Revolutionary Girl Utena)
-Madame Red (Kuroshitsuji)
Hopefully all these can happen :)
Wednesday, March 16, 2011
I Bring You A Song-Looking For Romance
I want this song played at my wedding. It makes me imagine a nighttime scene between me and my true love in a field of roses, petals raining all around us under a full moon and an endless sky of stars...
"I bring you a song
And I sing as I go
For I want you to know
That I'm looking for romance
I bring you a song
In the hope that you'll see
When you're looking at me
That I'm looking for love
I'm seeking that glow
Only found when you're young and it's May
Only found on that wonderful day
When all longing is through
I'm seeking that glow
Only found when a thrill is complete
Only found when two hearts gently beat
To the strains of a waltz that's both tender and new
I bring you a song
For I'm seeking romance
You're by my side
There's a moon up above
It shines with a light
That's so mellow and bright
It's easy to see that tonight
We shall fall in love
I bring you a song
For I'm seeking romance"
-Bambi
New Blog
I find myself back here on blogspot after deleting my previous blogs for lack of better reasons. Perhaps I need an additional place to rant and create without being judged by immature assholes. Thus, I am back.
For any of you who know me and want to add me via livejournal (where you will find me as well) feel free to add me >>> http://grell-red-soul.livejournal.com/
My life has been exceedingly turbulent since 2011 has started. I have grown as a person lately, and am still finding myself each and every day. I will update this blog more often, I swear lol
Cheers :)
-Mikage
